urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:feynman sleep first, care later joycid 2005-12-11T08:07:56Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:feynman:40748 2005-12-11T08:07:56Z 2005-12-11T08:07:56Z so i went outside to smoke a cigarette. i could faintly hear my music outside. then, i heard someone scream from a house behind mine - i thought he (the seemingly male voice) said "cops!" ... and had troubled thoughts as three cars sped by in front of me coming from either direction. then, i heard what sounded like a scuffle, followed by one entire chorus of the "push it" song ... (as unfamiliar as i am ... i only know the lyrics, so i shall paraphrase: "push it, ... push it real good, etc. etc." urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:feynman:40478 2005-10-18T00:51:04Z 2005-10-18T00:51:04Z something so obscure your grandmother never heard it it totally feels like four years ago, causing my aching head much (fucking) disorientation.<br />oh, well, four years ago i went to class.<br /><br />(pathetic) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:feynman:40235 2005-08-18T01:54:12Z 2005-08-18T02:01:03Z sufjan today, i was amazed: i made the incredibly idiotic decision to try a 24oz latte with six(6!) shots. this drink, of course, i ordered directly after i finished my first latte. *sigh*. anyway, i feel like shit - i'll tie in a quotation from the material i was reading at the moment.<br /><br /> <i>"The cow milk molecule is one hundred times larger than the molecule of mother's milk. But the goat milk molecule and the human milk molecule are practically the same size. That's why goat milk is easy for us to digest and cow milk is like sand in the gas take of the gut ... More and more people are discovering that cow's milk isn't fit for human consumption."</i><br /><br />did i mention that i had them make it will whole milk?<br /><br />to continue listing a few passages that i found entertaining:<br /><br /> <i>"Oh dear. Like most geniuses, the Countess was a very limited person. Sigmund Freud was so ignorant of art that the Surrealist painters had to explain their use of Freudian symbols over and over again, and still he didn't get it. Einstein never could remember to take the biscuits out of the oven. Those same forces that drive a genius to create the things or ideas that entertain or enlighten us often gobble so much of his personality that he has none left for the social graces (Should you invite Van Gogh to your home he might stand on your sofa in his muddy boots and pee where he pleased), and the very act of creation requires such focused concentration that vast areas of knowledge may be completely overlooked. Well, so what? There is no evidence that generalized skills are in any way superior to specialized brilliance, and certainly that sputterless little candleflame of the mediocre mind known as 'common sense' has never produced anything worth celebrating."</i><br /><br />Please note the disclaimer found in the <b>Author's Note</b>:<br /><br /> <i>"Throughout this book I have used third person pronous and collective nous in the masculine gender. To those readers who may be offended by this, I apologize sincerely. Unfortunately, there are at this time no alternatives that do not either create confusion or impede the flow of language; which is to say, there are no acceptable alternatives. Here's hoping that when and if I publish again, there will be."</i><br /><br /><br />That's it for now.<br />/lame<br /><br /><br />edit: i was equally surprised that despite the fact the second drink contained so much espresso, it was <b>very</b> tasty. I couldn't get over how well it was prepared. (I have, incidentally, suffered through the 'burnt' taste at the same place; I have begun to learn <i>who</i> makes drinks well. i had expected it to be entirely too strong, nonethless, it was very balanced and had a clear, sweet bite. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:feynman:39955 2005-08-16T05:42:21Z 2005-08-18T02:01:59Z afx so i geotagged my website-that-really-sucks today.<br /><br />it's really pathetic what's listed in the surrounding area. orthopedic centers, old people homes, bible websites, and even tobacco came up.<br /><br />check it out:<br /><a href="http://geourl.org/near?p=http://manmor.org/index.php">http://geourl.org/near?p=http://manmor.org/index.php</a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:feynman:39709 2005-08-13T04:59:06Z 2005-08-13T04:59:06Z bjork So that we know who has sent me this message ...<br /><img src="http://manmor.org/images/one.png" /><br /><br />I have no idea who this is, of course!<br /><img src="http://manmor.org/images/two.png" /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:feynman:39564 2005-08-01T22:11:17Z 2005-08-01T22:11:17Z sir hansen CSC 501 001 3.00 M W 02:20P - 03:35P EB1 01011 <br /> CSC 512 001 3.00 T H 02:20P - 03:35P EB1 01005 <br /> CSC 520 001 3.00 T H 03:50P - 05:05P EB1 01007 <br /> CSC 600 001 1.00 F 02:20P - 03:10P EB2 01231 Cr Only <br /> FLF 308 001 0.00 M W F 12:25P - 01:15P HA 00233 Audit <br /> FLJ 101 004 0.00 M W F 11:20A - 12:10P HA 00154 Audit <br /> FLJ 103 001 0.00 T 10:15A - 11:30A HA 00261 Audit<br /><br /><br />acronym key<br />-----------<br />csc = computer science (bleh, right?)<br />flf = french<br />flj = japanese urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:feynman:39218 2005-08-01T19:44:46Z 2005-08-01T19:44:46Z gainsbourg - intoxicated man umm ... so i admit i wasn't aware of this:<br /><br /><i><br />Tu aimes la nitroglycérin<br />C’est au Bus Palladium qu’ ça s’écout<br />Rue Fontaine<br />Il y a foul’<br />Pour les petits gars de Liverpool<br /><br />Qui est « in »<br />Qui est « out »<br />Qui est « in »<br />Qui est « out »<br /><br />Barbarella garde tes bottin’s<br />Et viens me dire une fois pour tout’s<br />Que tu m’aimes<br />Ou sinon<br />Je te renvoie à ta science-fiction.<br /><br />Qui est « in »<br />Qui est « out »<br />Qui est « in »<br />Qui est « out »<br /></i><br /><br />omfg, right?<br /><br />oh, and <a href="http://nndb.com">http://nndb.com</a> ... might be a useful resource, but check the copyright on the site:<br /><i>Copyright ©2005 Soylent Communications</i> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:feynman:38971 2005-04-20T16:13:51Z 2005-04-20T16:19:33Z *confused look* a linker today:<br /><br /><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/yorkedork/10122090">http://www.flickr.com/photos/yorkedork/10122090</a><br />(<a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/yorkedork">http://www.flickr.com/photos/yorkedork</a>) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:feynman:38732 2005-04-04T17:09:02Z 2005-04-04T17:09:02Z "Dear Mr. Linton,<br /><br />I am pleased to notify you of your admission to the Graduate School. We look forward to having you join us and trust that you will find your experience here a rewarding one ..."<br /><br />:-D urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:feynman:38614 2005-03-23T08:59:29Z 2005-03-23T08:59:29Z this list is for me, because i am away from my list<br />making tools<br /><br />1.) get a job<br />2.) sata hard drives for server<br />3.) mobile athlon xp for server<br />4.) new hsf for server<br />5.) new case for server<br />6.) work on/ build server from scratch<br /> - email server<br /> - nfs server<br /> - gateway/router/QoS/NAT(iptables ...)<br /> - www server<br /> - ntp server<br />7.) get another computer up and running as mysql slave<br />8.) to learn / to use mono/C#/Python(and all its bindings)<br />9.) gtk<br />10.) GLSL/get a ps/vs 3.0 spec card<br />11.) continue development of engine; get it to a workable beta, GPL it<br />12.) website ... laf urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:feynman:38186 2005-03-09T20:10:37Z 2005-03-09T20:10:37Z <p>so for those of you who aren't in the business of following such events ...</p><p> Gnome 2.10 was released today; most linux/gnu users are snarky about gnome. in fact, great efforts have been made to reduce resource consumption, and you have to love the drive for consistency and simplicity. oh, and the blog-panel applet works well :-P</p><p> <a href="http://www.gnome.org">Gnome 2.10 Released</a></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:feynman:38087 2005-03-07T23:54:06Z 2005-03-07T23:54:06Z perhaps you care; most likely, you don't.<br /><br /><br />another great man has passed on(1) ...<br />quality link follows(2)<br /><br /><br /><br />(1) <a href="http://www.guardian.co.uk/worldlatest/story/0,1280,-4847974,00.html">http://www.guardian.co.uk/worldlatest/story/0,1280,-4847974,00.html</a><br />(2) <a href="http://bethe.cornell.edu/">http://bethe.cornell.edu/</a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:feynman:37788 2005-02-28T09:18:20Z 2005-03-02T15:13:15Z now i'm driving a $50,000 laforce automobile,<br /> - with all suede package<br /> - with subwoofer<br /> - with custom all-glass rims<br /><br />and shoes, so many shoes ... but i'll say that i know <br />of the secret garden.<br /><br /><br />the weather in my head is sublime.<br /><br />disturbingly, there are more ho's making poor decisions than<br />i had previously thought - quite unfortunate.<br /><br />++ iron & wine.<br /><br />interestingly, there still aren't enough hours in a given day.<br /><br />work ethic decline.<br /><br />frustratingly, there seems to have been a malfunction with my<br />associative memory today. i'll chalk it up to lack of rest. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:feynman:37516 2005-01-23T10:33:25Z 2005-06-01T19:37:31Z <a href="http://manmor.org/images/adventures/index.html"><b>adventures in gonzo: volume 1</b></a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:feynman:37258 2004-12-21T13:18:11Z 2005-06-01T19:36:38Z thom has been out cigarettes, and has no means to traverse the distance to the nearest convenience store.<br /><br />all donations graciously accepted. no, here at the 'thom is a worthless bum fund' we do not <strike>approach</strike>harass people with<br />_free_ gifts only to ask for donations after giving the merchandise (which tends to be a bit propagand--istic)<br />to the prospective ...<br /><br /> = All hail ZENDIK =<br /><br /><br />if you are in the greater greenville area and do _not_ wish to receive tax breaks by donating your car to public <br />radio, please contact his office where his staff will be happy to schedule a time when you can drive him to purchase<br />one unit of MeGA XXXTREME dependancy product Ultra FX Special Edition.<br /><br /> <i>Car 54, where are you?</i><br /><br /><br />so, my dad used the word "buffy" to describe my mom this morning. the reference eluded me, which brought up some<br />question of generation-dependant vernacular. although i figured out quickly what he was trying to say, I must admit <br />(and I feel a bit of a spokeman for gen y) the first thing that came to my mind was the infamous show on the WB I <br />have never watched. funny ...<br /><br /><br />in my ongoing crusade against<br /><br /> <a href="http://www.la-articles.org.uk/alice.htm">ayn rand</a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:feynman:36793 2004-11-02T20:56:54Z 2004-11-02T20:56:54Z so i'm a whore =&gt; my website [<a href="http://manmor.org]">http://manmor.org]</a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:feynman:36437 2004-07-27T22:40:45Z 2004-07-27T22:40:45Z so i got my hair cut and i'm 18 again - so i decided to listen to the dandy warhols, post in my misery - and wear a hat.<br /><br />and to convice everyone that i am a backwoods hick:<br /><br /><br /><table align="center" width="250"><tr><td align="center"><div style="font-size:18px;font-family:Verdana"><b>I AM 22% METROSEXUAL!</b></div><a href="http://www.fuali.com/test.aspx?id=113"><img src="http://www.fuali.com/pix/113/1.gif" alt="22% METROSEXUAL" border="0"></a><div style="font-size:10px;font-family:Verdana">I need some advice. I need to STOP BUYING MY CLOTHS AT WAL-MART!!!! I will never land a decent woman unless I shave this nasty facial hair, and spend more then $5 on a haircut.</div><div style="font-size:12px;font-family:Verdana"><a href="http://www.fuali.com/test.aspx?id=113">Take the METROSEXUAL test at Fuali.com</a></div></td></tr></table> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:feynman:36347 2004-01-16T06:18:08Z 2004-12-21T13:12:13Z none maybe just maybe that childhood dream to become an super-scientist astronaut was really just<br />a lost cause.<br /><br /><h1>i think we should all become courageous spatial entrepreneurs</h1> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:feynman:35694 2003-11-19T17:47:05Z 2004-01-04T11:22:38Z my maths teacher, and no, it really isn't music in the ongoing stage that is the drama in my life ...<br /><br />last night while working on a project that i really don't have<br />any reason to be working on (i get no credit, etc) ... but it is<br />fairly interesting for the methods that are being utilized to <br />accomplish the work ...<br /><br />basically (the irony and psychological insight bennie first provided) there is<br />a 'reload' button and a 'undeploy' button. now, these 'buttons' are aligned<br />right next to each other in a managing application for Tomcat <br /> (official impl. of the servlet container spec).<br />So naturally, after so many close misses, i went to the application to reload<br />the running instances of the compiled classes (i had just made modifications)<br />and, well, i decided to click the undeploy button. Now, normally, this probably<br />wouldn't have been too bad of a mistake ... however ...<br /><br />our group had not made a tar of the working source since august ...<br />and, not only does the undeploy function remove the running instance from the server,<br />but for some sadistic reason (perhaps the authors of Tomcat are elitist and want to <br />prove they are better than the bumbling idiots like myself that would make such a <br />mistake) it removes all .java source, all jsp files, basically everything in its<br />applications directory ... and no, it doesn't move it to some local trash folder,<br />it called the good ol' unix 'rm' -R command.<br /><br />anyway ... i just received a response from the local sys admin here at clemson telling<br />me that he was restoring what was lost with a backup archive taken early tuesday morning<br />(1 am). so, all in all, the figurative 'bulging massive cock' will not end up impaling me, <br />just leaving me immobile and my ass sore for a while to come. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:feynman:35436 2003-11-19T00:19:08Z 2003-11-19T00:19:08Z the 40th mersenne prime was found today (well, unverified ... but ) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:feynman:35298 2003-10-20T23:59:40Z 2003-10-21T00:01:39Z So, I got my comput0r up and running today, only took a total of ten or twelve or fifteen or twenty hours to configure everything correctly and compile it, but it is very fast :-P<br /><br />Umm, realized just how many IM names I have/had.<br /><br />Signed up for an account a <a href="http://sqrville.org">http://sqrville.org</a>, Chris has a 1337 site ...<br /><br />and in other news ... I am so incredibly fucking bored. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:feynman:34957 2003-10-06T19:00:58Z 2003-10-06T19:00:58Z radiohead, of course I AM LEAVING TO ATLANTA TO GO FUCKING SEE RADIOHEAD.<br /><br /><br />RAAAADIIOOOO ---- FUCKING ---- HEEEAAAAD.<br /><br />i mean, my first, (and perhaps last) <br /><br />I AM GOING TO SEE RADIOHEAD LIVE.<br />hmm ... yeah. i will be in the same arena as Thom Yorke, my name-sake?<br /><br />anyway ... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:feynman:34629 2003-10-01T19:34:49Z 2003-10-01T19:34:49Z So, the Radiohead tickets came in the mail today, and, for the record, this post regarding the tickets is bett0r than Emilie's. :-P<br /><br />Yay! Thank you Aaron ... you r0x0r urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:feynman:34451 2003-09-16T20:45:04Z 2003-09-16T20:45:04Z and my name in morse code is<br /><br />- .... --- -- .-.. .. -. - --- -. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:feynman:34245 2003-09-16T20:43:34Z 2003-09-16T20:43:34Z well, for any of you who need to translate to and from the oft used<br />1337-speak (also known as Haxor) can use this simple translation tool<br /><br /><a href="http://www.onlineconversion.com/haxor.htm">http://www.onlineconversion.com/haxor.htm</a>